1 00:00:01,420 --> 00:00:03,780 I'm so glad that the shipment came in on time. 2 00:00:04,040 --> 00:00:06,300 We were running off a low incident, but Dr. Mack... 3 00:00:06,300 --> 00:00:11,460 Hey, Kelly. 4 00:00:12,680 --> 00:00:14,360 I thought you were going hunting. 5 00:00:15,160 --> 00:00:16,160 Changed my mind. 6 00:00:16,880 --> 00:00:19,180 Dumped up, grass not sweet. 7 00:00:19,940 --> 00:00:21,460 I don't want to see you again. 8 00:00:21,840 --> 00:00:23,520 We just saw each other an hour ago. 9 00:00:25,620 --> 00:00:26,620 I missed you. 10 00:00:31,340 --> 00:00:32,340 Let's go someplace. 11 00:00:32,820 --> 00:00:33,940 Grace's wants some pie. 12 00:00:34,140 --> 00:00:35,140 Now? Right now. 13 00:00:35,500 --> 00:00:37,300 It sounds lovely, but it's impossible. 14 00:00:37,700 --> 00:00:38,700 Why? 15 00:00:39,740 --> 00:00:42,040 She asked me in advance. I made plans. 16 00:00:42,740 --> 00:00:43,740 Well, change them. 17 00:00:43,780 --> 00:00:45,240 I can't just drop everything. 18 00:00:45,620 --> 00:00:46,620 Sure you can. 19 00:00:46,700 --> 00:00:47,700 Come on, Ma. 20 00:00:47,980 --> 00:00:49,720 You don't have patience till later. 21 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:51,140 We'll finish up here. 22 00:00:53,360 --> 00:00:54,339 Sally, I'm sorry. 23 00:00:54,340 --> 00:00:55,340 Sally, what are you doing? 24 00:01:04,560 --> 00:01:07,680 Folks, we're pleased to know we've eliminated another Indian threat from 25 00:01:07,680 --> 00:01:08,680 peaceful town. 26 00:01:10,920 --> 00:01:14,040 Just the other side of Old Creek, we encountered a band of dog soldiers. 27 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:18,000 My men engaged in some of the bravest fighting I've ever seen. 28 00:01:18,220 --> 00:01:19,280 How many did you get? 29 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:22,260 Let's just say not a one of them was left standing. 30 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:27,160 And the whiskey's on the house. 31 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:28,238 Thank you. 32 00:01:28,240 --> 00:01:29,940 First, there's a woman in the back of the wagon. 33 00:01:30,300 --> 00:01:33,260 Let's leave her here with the good doctor. What'd you bring her back here 34 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:35,300 We rescued her from the savages. 35 00:01:35,860 --> 00:01:36,860 An Indian woman? 36 00:01:41,940 --> 00:01:43,640 Not an Indian. She's a white woman. 37 00:03:00,520 --> 00:03:01,520 I'll be fine. 38 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:03,960 It's all right now. 39 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:05,840 Stay down. 40 00:03:06,000 --> 00:03:07,160 Stay down. 41 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:10,140 Does she understand Cheyenne? 42 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:15,280 It's all right. It's all right. 43 00:03:18,840 --> 00:03:19,840 It's all right. 44 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:29,700 Why don't you all stay with her for a moment? 45 00:03:40,590 --> 00:03:41,590 crust anyone. 46 00:03:41,750 --> 00:03:43,910 After the massacre, she just said, I can't say I blame her. 47 00:03:44,410 --> 00:03:45,890 The army said they rescued her. 48 00:03:46,110 --> 00:03:47,590 Why isn't she glad to see us? 49 00:03:48,610 --> 00:03:51,370 Wherever she comes from, she's been living with the Indians a while. She's 50 00:03:51,370 --> 00:03:52,370 adopted their ways. 51 00:03:53,050 --> 00:03:54,910 Lily! Dr. Mike, she's gone. 52 00:03:55,170 --> 00:03:57,610 What? Matthew tried to stop her, but she just ran out. 53 00:03:58,710 --> 00:04:00,210 No, calm down, please. 54 00:04:00,710 --> 00:04:01,850 Welcome to our town. 55 00:04:02,410 --> 00:04:04,670 My name is Dorothy James. What's yours? 56 00:04:04,990 --> 00:04:08,450 One of those savages do to you. Did they hurt you? I don't think she wants to 57 00:04:08,450 --> 00:04:10,970 talk about that right now. She wants to get out of these dirty clothes. 58 00:04:11,430 --> 00:04:12,430 Well, 59 00:04:12,690 --> 00:04:13,810 let's get her over to the store. 60 00:04:14,130 --> 00:04:15,310 That's not such a good idea. 61 00:04:15,810 --> 00:04:16,810 What do you know? 62 00:04:19,269 --> 00:04:26,270 Stay here and help me by putting 63 00:04:26,270 --> 00:04:27,270 away the capacity. 64 00:04:29,960 --> 00:04:32,580 Upon my soul, you have my word for it. My word, my bond. 65 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:35,500 Anything you want. No charge, of course. 66 00:04:35,760 --> 00:04:37,440 We're going to clean you all up. 67 00:04:37,780 --> 00:04:38,820 I'll give you a nice haircut. 68 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:42,140 I know you're nervous, but everyone here wants to be your friend. 69 00:04:42,380 --> 00:04:45,840 You'll like us once you get to know us. Oh, look at this. This is going to look 70 00:04:45,840 --> 00:04:47,420 so pretty with your eyes. Oh, my. 71 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:52,240 Maybe we ought to wait till later. 72 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:57,480 Hold her. It's all right. It's all right. 73 00:04:57,740 --> 00:04:58,740 What's wrong with her? 74 00:04:58,940 --> 00:05:00,100 Maybe she's sick or something. 75 00:05:00,400 --> 00:05:02,500 Maybe it's from that hit she took on her head. 76 00:05:03,820 --> 00:05:04,880 Could be a concussion. 77 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:06,840 No, that ain't it, doctor. 78 00:05:07,580 --> 00:05:08,580 No, that ain't it. 79 00:05:10,680 --> 00:05:12,600 She doesn't want anything from you folks right now. 80 00:05:22,340 --> 00:05:27,300 Well, I say, if she wants to live with white folks, she ought to act like one. 81 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:28,600 Didn't look like she did. 82 00:05:29,180 --> 00:05:30,800 Oh, that's not true, Jake. 83 00:05:31,500 --> 00:05:35,340 We can't know what she wants until she learns how to communicate somehow. May 84 00:05:35,340 --> 00:05:36,880 not even know how to talk. 85 00:05:37,440 --> 00:05:39,600 Maybe she's one of them deep mutes. 86 00:05:39,860 --> 00:05:41,660 Well, if that's all that's wrong with her, she's lucky. 87 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:43,720 What do you mean? 88 00:05:44,060 --> 00:05:49,240 Well, I mean those Indians probably, well, you know, violated her. 89 00:05:49,520 --> 00:05:52,340 Oh, I can't imagine anything so awful. 90 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:56,100 They're savages. I heard they took the wife of some army captain once. 91 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:58,520 Did terrible things. 92 00:05:58,640 --> 00:06:02,560 Stop. I don't want to hear any more. The commander of Fort Collins gave a 93 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:07,740 standing order that if the post was ever overrun, all the army wives was to be 94 00:06:07,740 --> 00:06:11,940 herded into the explosive shed and blown up rather than be taken by Indians. 95 00:06:12,260 --> 00:06:13,320 Oh, that's ridiculous. 96 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:14,459 No, it's true. 97 00:06:14,460 --> 00:06:17,080 Is that what you'd do if they tried to take me? You betcha. 98 00:06:17,620 --> 00:06:19,540 And what about you, Jake? 99 00:06:20,480 --> 00:06:21,660 Indians would never get you. 100 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:24,420 I'd die protecting you. 101 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:32,400 Any woman in this town. 102 00:06:35,500 --> 00:06:36,500 Would she? 103 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:38,880 Except maybe Dr. Mike, huh? 104 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:42,800 Even her, if it came right down to it. 105 00:06:43,480 --> 00:06:48,200 Well, it's nice to know that there are brave men to be found when you want 106 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:49,500 It's getting late. 107 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:52,260 It's only 7 .30. 108 00:06:52,660 --> 00:06:53,660 Come on, we're going. 109 00:06:53,740 --> 00:06:58,820 Maybe Dorothy would like to stay and have another cup of Grace's fine coffee. 110 00:06:59,370 --> 00:07:01,750 Can't drink coffee at this hour of the night, keep you up all night. 111 00:07:02,910 --> 00:07:05,410 I believe I will have another cup. 112 00:07:06,390 --> 00:07:07,610 You can go on, Lauren. 113 00:07:37,939 --> 00:07:40,940 All right. That'll keep it nice and warm for her. 114 00:07:41,460 --> 00:07:42,460 Thank you, Nancy. 115 00:07:44,780 --> 00:07:46,220 Think she'll let me brush her hair? 116 00:07:47,060 --> 00:07:48,060 You can try. 117 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:50,960 Be gentle and talk to her. 118 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:55,780 I thought you didn't understand English, Mom. 119 00:07:56,450 --> 00:07:59,710 Well, even if she doesn't, she'll know by the tone of your voice that she can 120 00:07:59,710 --> 00:08:00,710 trust you. 121 00:08:01,690 --> 00:08:03,230 I'm just going to brush your hair a little. 122 00:08:08,450 --> 00:08:09,970 My grandma gave it to me. 123 00:08:11,150 --> 00:08:12,530 The handle's made of silver. 124 00:08:16,390 --> 00:08:17,390 Go on. 125 00:08:17,990 --> 00:08:18,990 Try it yourself. 126 00:08:21,410 --> 00:08:22,890 Looks like she's remembering something. 127 00:08:25,390 --> 00:08:26,390 I'll leave you all right, Brian. 128 00:08:39,390 --> 00:08:40,990 Lauren, what are you doing still up? 129 00:08:41,450 --> 00:08:42,730 How does it look like I'm doing? 130 00:08:43,250 --> 00:08:44,730 I'm dusting the inventory. 131 00:08:45,350 --> 00:08:47,530 It's awful late to be dusting the inventory. 132 00:08:47,830 --> 00:08:50,870 It's awful late for a woman of any virtue to be out walking in the streets 133 00:08:50,870 --> 00:08:53,670 alone. I wasn't alone. I was with Jake. 134 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:55,960 All this time? 135 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:57,760 Ever since we left Grayson. 136 00:08:58,140 --> 00:08:59,360 That's three hours. 137 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:00,900 You keeping track of me? 138 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:03,160 Well, somebody's got to. 139 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:04,900 I'm a grown woman. 140 00:09:05,140 --> 00:09:08,620 A grown woman knows better than to stay out with a stranger. Jake's not a 141 00:09:08,620 --> 00:09:09,700 stranger. He's a friend. 142 00:09:10,460 --> 00:09:11,460 Friend. 143 00:09:12,100 --> 00:09:13,100 Lauren Bray. 144 00:09:13,540 --> 00:09:16,180 If I didn't know better, I'd say you would fill it. 145 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:18,820 I'm just worried about your reputation. 146 00:09:22,620 --> 00:09:24,000 It's my reputation. 147 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:26,400 You let me worry about it. 148 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:33,660 I have a seashell. 149 00:09:34,820 --> 00:09:38,400 I got it when I went to Boston. 150 00:09:40,140 --> 00:09:43,600 If you hold it to your ear, you can hear the ocean. 151 00:10:17,130 --> 00:10:18,190 That was very thoughtful of her. 152 00:10:18,990 --> 00:10:20,650 I figured she needed something to wear. 153 00:10:34,990 --> 00:10:36,010 You look lovely. 154 00:10:37,350 --> 00:10:38,350 Isn't she, Sully? 155 00:10:39,710 --> 00:10:40,710 Yes, she does. 156 00:10:45,670 --> 00:10:47,930 It's late. Perhaps we should all think about getting us to sleep. 157 00:10:48,850 --> 00:10:49,850 Good night, everyone. 158 00:10:49,870 --> 00:10:50,609 Good night. 159 00:10:50,610 --> 00:10:51,610 Good night. 160 00:10:53,290 --> 00:10:54,410 You can take my bed. 161 00:10:55,430 --> 00:10:56,530 I'll share with Colleen. 162 00:10:57,330 --> 00:10:59,090 Rach, she's not used to sleeping in a bed. 163 00:11:26,650 --> 00:11:30,050 What does she want she wants me to stay with her 164 00:12:03,210 --> 00:12:04,510 Come back in a half hour. 165 00:12:05,010 --> 00:12:06,470 I ain't getting no haircut. 166 00:12:07,190 --> 00:12:09,950 I left my copy of the Denver paper in here yesterday. 167 00:12:14,510 --> 00:12:15,850 I didn't see no paper. 168 00:12:16,090 --> 00:12:17,510 Well, it's got to be in here somewhere. 169 00:12:20,730 --> 00:12:22,530 What do you want with an old paper anyhow? 170 00:12:22,750 --> 00:12:24,490 Are you going to read the same news over again? 171 00:12:24,710 --> 00:12:25,710 Mind your own beeswax. 172 00:12:26,070 --> 00:12:28,690 I don't go asking you about things you do, do I? 173 00:12:29,110 --> 00:12:31,630 I don't go prowling into your affairs. 174 00:12:32,840 --> 00:12:35,020 What the heck was you doing out with Dorothy last night? 175 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:39,580 I beg your pardon? 176 00:12:39,900 --> 00:12:44,640 I'm surprised at you, Jack, chasing after a married woman like that. 177 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:46,400 She ain't married no more. 178 00:12:46,720 --> 00:12:49,600 Why, that's Marcus's wedding band on her finger. 179 00:12:50,500 --> 00:12:51,500 Marcus is dead. 180 00:12:51,740 --> 00:12:52,359 That's right. 181 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:54,000 So Dorothy's a widow. 182 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:57,380 You ought to show her some respect. Show her some manners. 183 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:01,840 Well, I did say please when I asked her to have supper with me on Sunday. 184 00:13:05,949 --> 00:13:09,050 Someday? Why, she ain't ready for that kind of socializing yet. 185 00:13:09,670 --> 00:13:13,770 Anyways, if she is to do any socializing, it's me she'll do it with. 186 00:13:14,110 --> 00:13:17,570 It's been six months, Lauren. I ain't seen you stepping out with her yet. 187 00:13:18,250 --> 00:13:19,250 She's fair game. 188 00:13:21,470 --> 00:13:23,790 Ain't she a little long in the tooth for you? 189 00:13:25,390 --> 00:13:27,150 Ain't you a bit long in the tooth for anybody? 190 00:13:39,410 --> 00:13:40,410 Epiva. 191 00:13:41,670 --> 00:13:45,590 These would be good for supper. 192 00:13:46,650 --> 00:13:47,710 You like fish? 193 00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:50,450 Yeah, I'll take that. 194 00:13:55,070 --> 00:14:02,030 Come on, boy. 195 00:14:17,260 --> 00:14:18,260 What is it? 196 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:21,420 What is it? 197 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:22,720 It's sad. 198 00:14:23,060 --> 00:14:24,860 I can't speak English. 199 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:29,240 A long time ago. 200 00:14:31,080 --> 00:14:32,480 It's all right. 201 00:14:33,020 --> 00:14:34,020 It's all right. 202 00:14:37,340 --> 00:14:39,340 My family. 203 00:14:47,950 --> 00:14:48,950 Indian family? 204 00:14:51,350 --> 00:14:53,690 Soldiers killed. 205 00:14:57,010 --> 00:15:01,730 Makes me sad, too. 206 00:15:02,190 --> 00:15:08,670 I wanted to go back to my tribe. 207 00:15:13,630 --> 00:15:15,390 I'm afraid. 208 00:15:18,060 --> 00:15:19,060 to go back to. 209 00:15:21,500 --> 00:15:22,500 Sorry. 210 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:34,940 How old were you when you came to live with the Indian? 211 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:55,070 Do you remember where you grew up? 212 00:15:59,330 --> 00:16:02,010 The ocean. 213 00:16:04,850 --> 00:16:07,150 Me too. 214 00:16:09,970 --> 00:16:12,150 What is your name? 215 00:16:15,830 --> 00:16:18,970 Shivering Deer. 216 00:16:23,660 --> 00:16:24,660 Before? 217 00:16:26,040 --> 00:16:28,160 What was it before when you were a little girl? 218 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:34,480 Oh, Catherine. 219 00:16:37,860 --> 00:16:38,860 Catherine. 220 00:16:40,180 --> 00:16:41,440 That's a real pretty name. 221 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:48,140 My grandmother's name. 222 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:53,300 Would you like us to find her? 223 00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:55,220 Catherine. 224 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,099 Widow Farnsworth, Abner. 225 00:17:25,869 --> 00:17:27,650 Why are you still wearing it? 226 00:17:31,110 --> 00:17:32,110 Wearing what? 227 00:17:32,710 --> 00:17:33,770 The wedding ring. 228 00:17:39,990 --> 00:17:43,530 The day I put it on, I made a vow to Marcus never to take it off. 229 00:17:43,830 --> 00:17:44,910 Marcus is dead. 230 00:17:45,190 --> 00:17:47,050 I'm well aware of that, Lauren. 231 00:17:47,370 --> 00:17:49,130 Well, I'm sure you are. 232 00:17:49,630 --> 00:17:54,710 I see you visit the grave every week, bring flowers sometimes. 233 00:17:56,879 --> 00:17:59,760 Why? I don't see how that's any business of yours. 234 00:18:00,180 --> 00:18:02,500 The man beat you for 20 years. 235 00:18:03,100 --> 00:18:05,200 He was a mean, rotten drunk. 236 00:18:05,460 --> 00:18:07,460 Don't speak that way about my husband. 237 00:18:07,780 --> 00:18:08,780 He's not your husband. 238 00:18:09,320 --> 00:18:10,320 Not anymore. 239 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:11,400 Never should have been. 240 00:18:11,620 --> 00:18:13,820 Why, you admitted it yourself when you come here. 241 00:18:14,060 --> 00:18:16,700 You stood right there and said you wish things had been different. 242 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:18,060 But they weren't. 243 00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:20,100 And I gotta live with it. 244 00:18:21,230 --> 00:18:24,430 And there were good times, too, and that's what I've got to remember if I'm 245 00:18:24,430 --> 00:18:25,430 going to keep on going. 246 00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:28,490 Otherwise, I might as well be lying in the grave next to him. 247 00:18:29,110 --> 00:18:33,690 I want to remember those good times, Lauren, because it's all I've got. 248 00:18:34,470 --> 00:18:35,470 No, it ain't. 249 00:18:36,250 --> 00:18:37,250 You got me. 250 00:18:41,790 --> 00:18:43,710 You got me, but you don't want me. 251 00:18:45,530 --> 00:18:47,130 I don't know what I want, Lauren. 252 00:18:48,670 --> 00:18:49,790 I just don't know. 253 00:19:03,110 --> 00:19:04,510 Great news. Is Dorothy here? 254 00:19:04,910 --> 00:19:05,910 She's in there. 255 00:19:06,490 --> 00:19:09,930 Sully, Dorothy can write up a piece on Catherine and send it to the papers back 256 00:19:09,930 --> 00:19:10,930 east. 257 00:19:16,890 --> 00:19:17,890 Sir. 258 00:19:20,490 --> 00:19:22,090 Ma. She remembers. 259 00:19:22,310 --> 00:19:23,810 We have a wonderful reverend. 260 00:19:27,710 --> 00:19:30,250 Get that engine whore out of here. 261 00:19:30,610 --> 00:19:31,610 I beg your pardon? 262 00:19:31,930 --> 00:19:32,930 What are you talking about, Jake? 263 00:19:33,150 --> 00:19:36,890 She ain't fit for our church or any other. Why do you say that? She laid 264 00:19:36,890 --> 00:19:41,410 with an Injun. How dare you? No, it's true. Ask Dorothy. She wrote about it in 265 00:19:41,410 --> 00:19:45,830 her gazette. But they were married, Lauren. Oh, Dorothy, what kind of a 266 00:19:45,830 --> 00:19:47,310 woman would marry an Injun? 267 00:19:47,530 --> 00:19:51,450 A decent woman would have killed herself before she laid down with the red man. 268 00:19:51,770 --> 00:19:53,570 What do you know about decency, Hank? 269 00:19:54,290 --> 00:19:57,310 Reverend, we don't let our own whores to church. 270 00:19:57,530 --> 00:19:59,710 I don't see why we should make an exception here. 271 00:20:00,010 --> 00:20:02,040 Jake. But she was married. 272 00:20:02,260 --> 00:20:03,980 Not in the eyes of the Lord. 273 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:08,060 Look at her. 274 00:20:08,340 --> 00:20:09,800 The Indians made her crazy. 275 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:13,960 She's trying to bite her tongue. 276 00:20:14,700 --> 00:20:15,700 It's going to be all right. 277 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:17,620 It's going to be all right. It's going to be all right. 278 00:20:20,740 --> 00:20:22,380 Help me take her to the clinic. 279 00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:24,400 Matthew. 280 00:20:47,950 --> 00:20:48,950 Do you remember falling? 281 00:20:50,150 --> 00:20:51,150 Do you remember anything? 282 00:20:53,130 --> 00:20:55,130 But just before it starts, do you feel anything? 283 00:20:57,990 --> 00:20:58,990 Cold. 284 00:20:59,730 --> 00:21:00,730 Thriving. 285 00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,470 Open your mouth. 286 00:21:05,870 --> 00:21:06,910 I scarred you. 287 00:21:08,150 --> 00:21:09,650 It hasn't happened before, has it? 288 00:21:12,330 --> 00:21:15,230 That is why they call me Shivering Deer. 289 00:21:17,350 --> 00:21:20,510 At first I thought this was caused by her head wound, but now it's clear that 290 00:21:20,510 --> 00:21:21,530 what she has is epilepsy. 291 00:21:23,390 --> 00:21:25,830 Some call it falling sickness. 292 00:21:27,350 --> 00:21:28,690 We don't know what causes it. 293 00:21:29,510 --> 00:21:33,070 Some say it's a lesion on the spinal cord or a lack of blood to the brain. 294 00:21:33,390 --> 00:21:35,450 Is there a cure, Dr. Mike? Not a proven one. 295 00:21:36,470 --> 00:21:38,690 But some patients respond to bromide or potassium. 296 00:21:39,810 --> 00:21:42,630 And I can also give you something that you can breathe in when you feel a fit 297 00:21:42,630 --> 00:21:43,630 coming on. 298 00:21:45,270 --> 00:21:46,290 How are you feeling now? 299 00:21:50,670 --> 00:21:52,450 If only they'll take you upstairs so you can rest. 300 00:22:04,030 --> 00:22:05,330 Is she going to be all right, Ma? 301 00:22:06,230 --> 00:22:07,230 Yes, Bonnie. 302 00:22:08,490 --> 00:22:10,770 Would you mind taking a picture of water upstairs for her? 303 00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:24,050 Don't you worry. 304 00:22:24,550 --> 00:22:26,030 Dr. Mike is a good doctor. 305 00:22:27,030 --> 00:22:28,170 You're going to be just fine. 306 00:22:29,250 --> 00:22:30,250 No. 307 00:22:30,870 --> 00:22:32,170 I'm not welcome. 308 00:22:34,030 --> 00:22:35,310 Not Indian. 309 00:22:36,030 --> 00:22:37,030 Not white. 310 00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:39,150 Not anything. 311 00:22:39,410 --> 00:22:40,450 No, no, no. That's not true. 312 00:22:41,070 --> 00:22:42,350 You are of two people. 313 00:22:44,250 --> 00:22:45,490 You and me. 314 00:22:46,610 --> 00:22:47,610 We are same. 315 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:12,960 I got to ride out to the reservation. 316 00:23:16,380 --> 00:23:17,440 Take me to the ball dancing. 317 00:23:18,060 --> 00:23:19,240 I promise I'll send them to you. 318 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:20,600 I will. 319 00:23:21,420 --> 00:23:22,419 Brian, you want to come? 320 00:23:22,420 --> 00:23:26,200 No. Well, I thought you liked to ride out to the reservation with fellas. I 321 00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:27,200 no. 322 00:23:30,900 --> 00:23:32,060 See you both tonight, then. 323 00:23:32,260 --> 00:23:33,260 See you tonight. 324 00:23:43,479 --> 00:23:46,280 Nothing. Are you angry with Zoe? I just don't feel good. 325 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:50,800 Well, you don't seem to have any fever. 326 00:23:52,740 --> 00:23:55,060 Why don't you go over to Grace's and get some soup for Catherine? 327 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:56,280 I don't want to. 328 00:23:56,300 --> 00:23:57,740 I thought you liked Catherine. 329 00:23:58,060 --> 00:23:59,060 I wish you would leave. 330 00:24:02,100 --> 00:24:05,060 I hope you're not listening to all the unkind things being said about her. 331 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,900 She's still the same woman you made friends with the first night she came. 332 00:24:09,780 --> 00:24:10,780 What if they're right? 333 00:24:11,410 --> 00:24:12,810 What if she is a bad person? 334 00:24:13,790 --> 00:24:15,570 Well, what could possibly make you think that? 335 00:24:17,210 --> 00:24:21,490 Well... I don't know. 336 00:24:24,030 --> 00:24:26,030 Well, I'd like you to be nice to her. 337 00:24:26,890 --> 00:24:29,870 She's been through so much, and right now she needs all the friends she can 338 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:46,840 Keep them. 339 00:24:47,120 --> 00:24:48,940 I only came to tell you I ain't coming. 340 00:24:49,160 --> 00:24:51,220 What? I ain't having supper with you tonight. 341 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:52,079 Why not? 342 00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:55,740 I won't sit down at the table with any man who'd speak the way you did to that 343 00:24:55,740 --> 00:24:56,740 woman at church today. 344 00:24:57,020 --> 00:24:59,720 Now, hold on. Her family was killed in front of her. 345 00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:04,640 Now she's all alone in the world hoping for a few kind words, a few kind faces. 346 00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:05,760 I wasn't the only one. 347 00:25:05,900 --> 00:25:07,280 That doesn't make it right. 348 00:25:11,100 --> 00:25:13,200 I'm ashamed of you, Jake Slicker. 349 00:25:13,940 --> 00:25:14,940 You are a... 350 00:25:17,130 --> 00:25:20,570 I don't suppose anybody has bothered to tell you that, but I'm telling you now. 351 00:25:20,930 --> 00:25:23,210 Because if nobody does, you're never going to change. 352 00:25:26,010 --> 00:25:27,890 Maybe you won't anyway. It's not my concern. 353 00:25:29,350 --> 00:25:30,350 Wait. 354 00:25:30,450 --> 00:25:31,450 Please. 355 00:25:32,050 --> 00:25:33,530 Don't you walk away from me. 356 00:25:36,330 --> 00:25:39,230 Oak's been walking away from me all my life. Maybe there's a reason. 357 00:25:53,070 --> 00:25:56,430 When I was seven years old, my mom said she was going to the store. 358 00:25:59,590 --> 00:26:04,930 She gave me a kiss on the cheek and said she was going to bring me back a piece 359 00:26:04,930 --> 00:26:05,930 of licorice. 360 00:26:09,590 --> 00:26:10,630 She never came back. 361 00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:19,770 Folks said later it was because my pa was drinking, but I figured it was 362 00:26:19,770 --> 00:26:20,770 of me. 363 00:26:24,170 --> 00:26:28,270 Boss stuck around another couple of years, and he heard about Pike's Peak, 364 00:26:28,270 --> 00:26:29,270 he took off. 365 00:26:30,810 --> 00:26:32,190 What brought you out here? 366 00:26:34,170 --> 00:26:39,310 Thought maybe I'd catch up to him, or he'd catch up to me. 367 00:26:41,790 --> 00:26:44,130 Built me a barbershop just like his back in Pittsburgh. 368 00:26:49,170 --> 00:26:51,710 Still look up every time somebody walks in for a shave. 369 00:26:54,120 --> 00:26:56,320 I look up, thinking maybe he'll be standing there. 370 00:26:57,780 --> 00:27:01,280 Then you do know what it feels like to be alone in the world. 371 00:27:04,300 --> 00:27:05,300 Sure, I do. 372 00:27:05,380 --> 00:27:07,080 Then why don't you act like you know? 373 00:27:12,060 --> 00:27:13,580 This isn't how I pictured it. 374 00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:18,780 This isn't how I pictured you and me. 375 00:27:24,460 --> 00:27:29,880 I'm sorry, Dorothy. I'm... I'm sorry I disappointed you. 376 00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:32,400 Jake. 377 00:27:38,280 --> 00:27:40,200 Now don't you walk away from me. 378 00:27:41,460 --> 00:27:43,820 You just shared a part of yourself with me. 379 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,080 Now I want to share something with you. 380 00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:47,840 What? 381 00:28:20,389 --> 00:28:24,530 Well, I suppose we ought to see what Grace has got for supper. 382 00:28:25,850 --> 00:28:27,230 Yes, I suppose we ought to. 383 00:28:31,850 --> 00:28:34,450 What are you doing out here by yourself? 384 00:28:35,730 --> 00:28:36,730 Nothing. 385 00:28:37,970 --> 00:28:38,970 Where's Dr. Mike? 386 00:28:39,690 --> 00:28:42,930 She went to town with Colleen to take care of one of Hank's girls who's 387 00:28:42,930 --> 00:28:43,930 poorly. 388 00:28:44,570 --> 00:28:45,570 Catherine here? 389 00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:49,500 How come you're not keeping her company? 390 00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:50,900 Because I don't like her. 391 00:28:51,380 --> 00:28:52,720 I don't like you neither. 392 00:28:56,340 --> 00:28:57,700 You want to tell me why? 393 00:28:59,540 --> 00:29:00,540 I saw. 394 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:02,640 You saw what? 395 00:29:02,840 --> 00:29:03,840 I saw. 396 00:29:04,340 --> 00:29:05,620 I saw you kiss her. 397 00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:10,700 Ryan. 398 00:29:13,060 --> 00:29:14,160 It's not what you thought. 399 00:29:14,420 --> 00:29:15,420 How's that? 400 00:29:16,300 --> 00:29:17,340 She kissed me. 401 00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:18,860 What's the difference? 402 00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:21,140 It takes two people to kiss, Brian. 403 00:29:22,380 --> 00:29:29,160 It's like when you want to go fishing and I don't, but I go 404 00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:32,000 anyway because I don't want to hurt your feelings. 405 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,880 Do you think you can understand that? 406 00:29:35,820 --> 00:29:38,960 I think fishing is fishing and kissing is kissing. That's what I think. 407 00:29:50,060 --> 00:29:51,060 You're troubled. 408 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:55,040 Yes. 409 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:58,340 We gotta talk. 410 00:30:02,420 --> 00:30:03,420 For you. 411 00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:10,180 You are so kind to me. 412 00:30:11,740 --> 00:30:12,740 Thank you. 413 00:30:28,270 --> 00:30:29,450 It'll protect you. 414 00:30:32,430 --> 00:30:33,430 You. 415 00:31:00,810 --> 00:31:01,810 I brought you these. 416 00:31:02,850 --> 00:31:04,870 Just like I've been bringing them for six months. 417 00:31:08,250 --> 00:31:09,250 You know what? 418 00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:12,830 Last night, a man brought flowers to me. 419 00:31:14,130 --> 00:31:15,290 And I liked it. 420 00:31:16,250 --> 00:31:17,610 I liked it a lot. 421 00:31:19,910 --> 00:31:21,370 And that's the way it ought to be. 422 00:31:22,870 --> 00:31:25,050 And that's the way it's going to be from now on. 423 00:31:27,850 --> 00:31:29,750 So I ain't coming to see you no more. 424 00:31:32,110 --> 00:31:36,070 I wanted to remember the good times, but truth is, there weren't enough of them. 425 00:31:37,810 --> 00:31:38,830 I want more. 426 00:31:40,210 --> 00:31:41,570 And I deserve more. 427 00:31:47,710 --> 00:31:48,710 Goodbye, Marcus. 428 00:32:02,570 --> 00:32:05,310 Oh, Dr. Mike, I got a telegram here from Miss Catherine. 429 00:32:05,550 --> 00:32:10,310 The editor in Baltimore got Miss Dorothy's article and recognized 430 00:32:10,310 --> 00:32:12,590 story. They've been looking for her for years. 431 00:32:12,810 --> 00:32:16,210 We hope that Catherine will come home to us immediately. We'll pay coach fare. 432 00:32:17,030 --> 00:32:18,610 Oh, this is wonderful news. 433 00:32:18,990 --> 00:32:19,990 You're going home. 434 00:32:20,370 --> 00:32:22,530 It's not my home. But it will be. 435 00:32:23,870 --> 00:32:27,470 There are people here who want you, who love you. But I don't know them. 436 00:32:27,730 --> 00:32:28,730 But you will. 437 00:32:28,930 --> 00:32:31,070 You'll get to know them again just like you got to know us. 438 00:32:53,740 --> 00:32:55,020 I want to stay here. 439 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:56,960 Here? 440 00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:58,940 But why? 441 00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:00,700 We're lovely as our town is. 442 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,300 I'm ashamed to say they haven't been very lovely to you. 443 00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:04,680 Sully is. 444 00:33:07,140 --> 00:33:09,800 Oh, yes. He looked after me when I first came to town. 445 00:33:10,420 --> 00:33:12,860 He... He gave this to me. 446 00:33:15,500 --> 00:33:16,500 He did? 447 00:33:17,340 --> 00:33:19,540 He said we are the same. 448 00:33:20,220 --> 00:33:21,220 He said that? 449 00:33:26,830 --> 00:33:27,830 I stay with him. 450 00:33:34,930 --> 00:33:35,930 Ma? 451 00:33:36,910 --> 00:33:39,510 What's the matter? 452 00:33:41,530 --> 00:33:43,050 Not quite sure, Brian. 453 00:33:44,370 --> 00:33:45,770 Mad because you're staying? 454 00:33:48,090 --> 00:33:49,790 It concerns me, in a way. 455 00:33:51,550 --> 00:33:52,550 Me too. 456 00:33:54,470 --> 00:33:55,790 Ever since... 457 00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:57,520 Ever since what? 458 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:01,760 Well, nothing. 459 00:34:03,380 --> 00:34:04,380 Tell me. 460 00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:11,080 Ever since I saw Philly and her. 461 00:34:13,659 --> 00:34:14,820 What were they doing? 462 00:34:17,540 --> 00:34:18,540 Kissing. 463 00:34:19,940 --> 00:34:25,120 I didn't want to tell you. 464 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:29,259 Quite all right, Brian. 465 00:34:29,260 --> 00:34:30,360 I'm so mad at Sully. 466 00:34:31,460 --> 00:34:34,340 Well, whatever happened, it's between Sully and me. 467 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,360 He's a good man, and he's still your friend. 468 00:34:45,639 --> 00:34:48,440 Oh, now Catherine's staying with you. 469 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,260 I don't know anything about that. 470 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:54,360 I don't suppose you gave her your necklace, either. 471 00:34:55,659 --> 00:34:56,900 She gave me one. 472 00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:00,360 Cheyenne believed that you return a gift with a gift. 473 00:35:01,420 --> 00:35:03,700 Well, it's all right with Cheyenne. Who am I to argue? 474 00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:05,700 She's just being grateful. That's all. 475 00:35:05,980 --> 00:35:07,720 And kissing her is that gratitude as well? 476 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:14,120 Never meant for that to happen. In front of the children? How could you? I 477 00:35:14,120 --> 00:35:15,520 didn't know that Brian was there. 478 00:35:15,780 --> 00:35:16,960 That woman's in love with you. 479 00:35:17,500 --> 00:35:20,340 She didn't even know about us. Why didn't you tell her? 480 00:35:21,100 --> 00:35:22,100 Why didn't you? 481 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:25,340 Now you're turning it around. 482 00:35:25,690 --> 00:35:28,550 I'm the one... You are the one who never has time to spend with me. 483 00:35:29,190 --> 00:35:32,470 Who's always too nervous to be alone with me. To kiss me. 484 00:35:32,690 --> 00:35:35,750 You want to be with another woman, then admit it. I never said that. 485 00:35:36,110 --> 00:35:37,110 But you find her attractive. 486 00:35:38,330 --> 00:35:39,370 Any man would. 487 00:35:39,950 --> 00:35:40,990 Are you in love with her? 488 00:35:41,410 --> 00:35:42,410 Of course not. 489 00:35:42,690 --> 00:35:43,690 But you care for her. 490 00:35:44,990 --> 00:35:49,450 Yes, I care... Then you have feelings for her. Stop putting words in my mouth. 491 00:35:49,610 --> 00:35:50,770 And stop assuming things. 492 00:35:51,790 --> 00:35:53,890 My only problem is assuming that I'm the only one. 493 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:57,420 Tell me, Sully, how many others have there been there before me? 494 00:35:59,380 --> 00:36:00,980 Why are you asking me that now? 495 00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:04,800 I want to know. 496 00:36:05,620 --> 00:36:07,980 Have you been with another woman since Abigail died? 497 00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:10,920 I want the truth. 498 00:36:15,500 --> 00:36:16,500 No, you don't. 499 00:36:33,580 --> 00:36:34,580 Come in. 500 00:36:36,740 --> 00:36:38,140 Oh, Michaela. 501 00:36:39,500 --> 00:36:46,500 Oh, I'm not intruding. No, no, I was just... I was looking at what the years 502 00:36:46,500 --> 00:36:47,500 to us. 503 00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:54,380 My mother used to tell me I ought to be happy to get wrinkles when I'm old. 504 00:36:54,620 --> 00:36:56,160 Means I smiled a lot. 505 00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,120 That's a good one. I must remember that for Colleen. 506 00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,620 I wonder, do we ever get any smarter? 507 00:37:04,260 --> 00:37:07,100 Well, I used to think so. But what do I know? 508 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:09,640 More than I. 509 00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:16,900 What's wrong? 510 00:37:19,220 --> 00:37:20,220 How are you? 511 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:23,680 Fond of Catherine. 512 00:37:25,820 --> 00:37:28,160 Well, a pretty girl always turns a man's head. 513 00:37:28,660 --> 00:37:29,820 No, she's more than pretty. 514 00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:33,880 She's so much like him, and I'm so different. 515 00:37:34,820 --> 00:37:37,460 Exactly, which is why he's head over heels for you. 516 00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,340 There are times when I wish that she'd just leave. 517 00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:44,060 Did he tell you he had feelings for her? 518 00:37:46,260 --> 00:37:47,500 That he would be fond of her? 519 00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:51,080 Well, Michaela, at least he's being honest with you. 520 00:37:52,940 --> 00:37:53,940 That's just it. 521 00:37:54,580 --> 00:37:56,200 Love isn't supposed to be this way. 522 00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:57,740 How is it supposed to be? 523 00:37:59,260 --> 00:38:00,260 Pure. 524 00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:02,580 Paul, true. 525 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:04,860 Don't you think so? 526 00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:07,060 Oh, Michaela, I don't know. 527 00:38:07,940 --> 00:38:12,080 For me, love's never been any of those things, so I stopped expecting it to be. 528 00:38:13,880 --> 00:38:15,060 Well, I can't do that. 529 00:38:16,180 --> 00:38:19,480 I can't stop expecting things to be the way I imagined. 530 00:38:33,750 --> 00:38:35,310 I want to help. 531 00:38:36,210 --> 00:38:37,250 You don't have to. 532 00:38:38,690 --> 00:38:41,850 You're a good doctor. 533 00:38:43,270 --> 00:38:44,470 A good friend. 534 00:38:47,930 --> 00:38:48,930 Sometimes. 535 00:38:50,670 --> 00:38:51,830 Sometimes I'm not so good. 536 00:38:54,930 --> 00:38:57,730 Catherine, I know you were frightened yesterday about going back to Baltimore. 537 00:38:59,669 --> 00:39:02,030 And I know how difficult it is to go to a new place. 538 00:39:03,530 --> 00:39:07,070 But it was my hope that you could go there and fit in and be happy. 539 00:39:08,870 --> 00:39:14,290 If you don't feel that you can, you're welcome to stay here. 540 00:39:45,070 --> 00:39:46,590 I talked to Dr. Mike. 541 00:39:47,990 --> 00:39:49,830 She told me I can stay. 542 00:39:50,870 --> 00:39:52,230 Don't you want to see your family? 543 00:39:52,910 --> 00:39:54,930 You are my family now. 544 00:39:55,770 --> 00:39:57,050 You have a real family. 545 00:39:57,690 --> 00:39:59,050 You should give them a chance. 546 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:06,350 My heart... is with you. 547 00:40:10,790 --> 00:40:11,790 My heart. 548 00:40:14,890 --> 00:40:15,890 It's for Dr. Mike. 549 00:40:21,470 --> 00:40:23,270 A good woman. 550 00:40:24,390 --> 00:40:25,390 Yes. 551 00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:28,910 I'm sorry. 552 00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:46,999 You were right. 553 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,000 I'm always right. 554 00:40:49,020 --> 00:40:50,220 What was I right about? 555 00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:52,520 About this. 556 00:40:52,720 --> 00:40:53,720 That old ring? 557 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,160 It's coming off. 558 00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:57,120 About time. 559 00:40:57,540 --> 00:40:58,720 Got no use for it. 560 00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:02,440 Worthless piece of meth. I don't know why I kept it on for so long. 561 00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:03,980 Might as well throw it in the creek. 562 00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:08,360 I could. 563 00:41:09,180 --> 00:41:14,640 Or you might want to hold on to it. Keep it in one of your old jewelry boxes or 564 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:15,640 something. 565 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:17,560 I could. 566 00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:19,980 Why don't you go get any ideas, Thornbray? 567 00:41:20,220 --> 00:41:24,040 I wouldn't dream of it. It's taken me a long time, but I'm an independent woman 568 00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:26,400 now. I want to see what that feels like, at least for a while. 569 00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:28,720 I told that to Jake, too. 570 00:41:29,260 --> 00:41:31,300 That mean you're going to supper with him again? 571 00:41:31,820 --> 00:41:33,600 I'll go with any fine gentleman with that. 572 00:41:34,780 --> 00:41:36,520 Would you go with me tomorrow night? 573 00:41:41,420 --> 00:41:43,180 What time will you be calling for me? 574 00:41:45,650 --> 00:41:46,650 630. 575 00:41:47,110 --> 00:41:48,290 I look forward to it. 576 00:42:13,710 --> 00:42:15,690 I've written a letter regarding my medical findings. 577 00:42:16,050 --> 00:42:17,970 I want you to give this to the doctor when you get it. 578 00:42:20,170 --> 00:42:21,170 Thank you. 579 00:42:26,970 --> 00:42:29,870 Thank you, Dr. Mike, for everything. 580 00:42:32,690 --> 00:42:33,690 No. 581 00:42:37,970 --> 00:42:38,970 The truth. 582 00:42:39,610 --> 00:42:40,610 Remember me. 583 00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:45,200 I'll remember you. 584 00:43:14,510 --> 00:43:17,610 I really like that, Brian, but I got tucked up, Mike. 585 00:43:34,910 --> 00:43:36,230 You're not letting us go, are you? 586 00:43:37,550 --> 00:43:38,950 So I can be made a fool of again? 587 00:43:39,990 --> 00:43:40,990 The way you see it. 588 00:43:48,620 --> 00:43:49,620 I chose you. 589 00:43:50,860 --> 00:43:51,960 How do I know that? 590 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,260 Nothing ever happened between me and Catherine. 591 00:43:57,300 --> 00:43:58,300 I wouldn't let it. 592 00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:03,360 I never 593 00:44:03,360 --> 00:44:09,880 thought it was possible. 594 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:13,980 Not after the things we said. 595 00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:19,600 I still do. 596 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:28,840 Don't you hear what I'm saying? 597 00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:33,300 You're going to stay mad at me forever? 598 00:44:33,720 --> 00:44:35,400 Leave me alone. Answer me. 599 00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:39,620 I'm not angry at you. 600 00:44:50,030 --> 00:44:51,030 I'm a doctor. 601 00:44:51,090 --> 00:44:54,450 People put themselves in my hands. They give themselves to me. They trust me. 602 00:44:57,130 --> 00:44:59,410 I'm not used to giving myself to anyone. 603 00:45:02,650 --> 00:45:04,970 I gave myself to you. I trusted you. 604 00:45:05,770 --> 00:45:06,770 Sorry. 605 00:45:07,170 --> 00:45:08,170 I am too. 606 00:45:09,930 --> 00:45:13,910 I just... I can't be with you right now. 607 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:25,880 You change your mind, I'll always be here.